About a Person...
"If you love someone let them go, if they come back, then it was meant to be"
My life lately has been going pretty well.But somethings that have been happening to me, have me thinking more than usual. Its funny how somethings tend to work out at the end. Just when you start to move forward and forget, something just pulls you back to that old place again.I dont understand, but somehow, and in someway, i dont want to. I want to say that im stronger than I am, but Im not. I always seem to fall for this,it,you!. I wish it could be what it was and what it can be, but it wont. And the nights that Ive dreamdt about this, makes this reality,worth dreaming about,but i dont want to wake up, i just want it to be a dream. Cause no matter how much you dream, you can always make up your own ending, but in reality, you just never know. That scares me, cause my will is'nt as strong as it used to be, and you make it weaker. But Ive learned, and I know That I Must be strong, for the sake of my repaired heart,cause this time my heart doesnt come with a 2yr warranty. And it wont be easy now for you, like it was back then, Cause Im not that cought up little girl you knew.In many ways Ive grown and matured, and Ive learned, what Ive should'of learned back then. But I cant let you get me, the way you got me before. I love you and care for you. but love is love and my feelings are another.This time is for working harder, cause my guard is up and I have you to thank. "You get what you gave".and who knows,maybe one day, you'll give something better,something worth giving back!...cause I want you, no matter what. And I hope that those things that you said to me are true,cause you dont even know what they've meant to me ever since. Dont let it go this time,cause this time i cant let it go and walk away.