The question came up this evening

Dec 19, 2004 22:20

What do you do for a living?

This question gives me a wry smile. Becuase it insinuates the question, "What pays the bills." But, what I do to pay the bills has nothing to do with what keeps me alive. What keeps me living.

I can honestly say that I am a ceremonial sex magickian. And all that really means is that:

a) I enjoy structured dramatic ritual that often draws on magickal symbollism
b) I utilyze the sexual act to help fuel the work I do.

Now, does that mean that I believe in every wee-beastie and sound like some bad marketing commerical for a psychic? Hell no. Does it mean that sex is this sacred rite that is only suited for magickal works? Christ, no.

But what it does mean is that I am on the path to make my universe in my way.

The word of sin is "restriction." That being said... go forth and do thy will. To it's fullest. And revel in the bloodlust of being you.

IF so, the rest (the bills) they actually will take care of themselves... (Metaphorically speaking)
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