Apr 01, 2003 02:17
An old friend has come into town. Before the visit there was a lot of on line talk of the perversions that we'd carry on when sie'd arrive. Sadly, however, the friend is currently at that stage in life where sie doesn't know who sie is or what sie wants. Chasing pipe dream after repeat relationship. Sie goes from horny to frigid very quickly.
The annoyance is that my S.O. is coming in 2 days. (Preferably repeatedly) and (I am pretty sure) we both really wanted a chance to have a really wild three person event.
Now I find myself not wanting to share the same bed with my friend because the energy feels all wrong and I just want my S.O. to be here so I can fall into hir arms.
Part of me wants to be a good friend. Part of me wants my dark side to come out and really devour my friend. I will just have more passion saved for my love when I see hir.