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Maybe it was going back to school...
Maybe it was signing up for amazing classes that remind me how beautiful and big the world is..
Maybe it was taking a nap this afternoon in my closet bed, with all the candles lit and having no other place I'd rather be...
Maybe it was laughing with all the people I missed over vacation...
Maybe it was blacking out on a hardwood floor, seizuring and overall thinking I was about to die...
Maybe it was finally getting away from myspace, facebook, and the damn computer in general...for real..
Maybe my there's just no peice of my heart left to break
Whatever happened- I'm suddenly in an amazing place, and unlike before it doesn't feel fleeting or frightening.
I'm this really interesting combination of calm and content...and energized. It's hard to explain. I want to see and do so much in the world. I want to live a life of love. Always love. For everything and everyone around me. I no longer wish to tourture myself because I don't deserve it. I'm not perfect. I'll never be perfect. But I'm sincere, and everything I do comes from a very honest and loving place. I make sure of that. I
Things just generally seem clear. This is my journey. My movie. Hop on or get lost. I'll understand either. Your choice not mine.
Where-ever you go, whoever you become.. (all of you) I wish you well. Everyone's got their own way.
This is mine.
Maybe it was signing up for amazing classes that remind me how beautiful and big the world is..
Maybe it was taking a nap this afternoon in my closet bed, with all the candles lit and having no other place I'd rather be...
Maybe it was laughing with all the people I missed over vacation...
Maybe it was blacking out on a hardwood floor, seizuring and overall thinking I was about to die...
Maybe it was finally getting away from myspace, facebook, and the damn computer in general...for real..
Maybe my there's just no peice of my heart left to break
Whatever happened- I'm suddenly in an amazing place, and unlike before it doesn't feel fleeting or frightening.
I'm this really interesting combination of calm and content...and energized. It's hard to explain. I want to see and do so much in the world. I want to live a life of love. Always love. For everything and everyone around me. I no longer wish to tourture myself because I don't deserve it. I'm not perfect. I'll never be perfect. But I'm sincere, and everything I do comes from a very honest and loving place. I make sure of that. I
Things just generally seem clear. This is my journey. My movie. Hop on or get lost. I'll understand either. Your choice not mine.
Where-ever you go, whoever you become.. (all of you) I wish you well. Everyone's got their own way.
This is mine.