hello world i am alive! (I don't feel like putting it in a cut DEAL WITH IT <3)

May 24, 2009 16:09

Barely alive.;;

SCHOOL SUCKS.
Last semester DRAINED me. T___T SERIOUSLY.
ALL 300 classes and 1 400 level class.
I... seriously.... wanted to cry sometimes.

I feel like such a failure. -____- and seriously by finals I was like EFF ALL OF THIS.

Of course I didn't.... I didn't sleep for... 3 days straight... Maybe about 2 hours each night?

Actually the last day I didn't sleep at ALL.
I passed out while writing my essay in class -_-;
The teacher came back and I SWEAR he was looking at me with my passed out self. Seriously, my head was on the desk, eyes closed, cap over my head. -_________- I must have looked like I was cheating. But he probably saw me and just shook his head like "-_- stupid student" and then went back to the front. LOL.

Well I got a B in his class so.......... YAY!! I SURVIVED THAT HELL OF A CLASS~!!!!!! :D!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU PROFESSOR KIM!! I know you think me and Trac are stupid but XDDDDDD <3!

Now to worry about.... the rest of my classes -_-;;; Needing 3 grades.
If in one of them I do good, I'll do good in the other class. The last class... I did pretty well until the final which I handed in late and... kind of makeshift SUCKY. So...;; I don't know. -_- I imagine... HONESTLY....

AAS 391.1: A - C (-_-;)
AAS 391.6: A - C (same)
AAS 392 : B-B+?

~___________________________~ FAILURE

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So... in... fandom world....
I HONESTLY DO NOT KNOW WTF IS GOING ON.

I'm too busy with IRL crap to be dealing with that. Seriously. All I care about though is 2PM. >_>;;
I EFFING LOVE Again and Again and now... 2NE1's Fire. (I BLAME YOU SOHEE UNNI! >_As if Lollipop wasn't bad enough >_>;;

I officially... want... Taekyeon, Khun, Jaebum, Junsu (in that order) ... actually... I love all of them!!!! KYA *fangirlscream*
-___-; LET ME HAVE MY BURST OF FANGIRL MOMENT. I've been deprived for SO long.

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I love... Trax Jay ._. Seriously... LOVE HIM. <3
I'm rediscovering my love for Shinhwa -.- My first official fandom LOL.
Kim Heechul is such a b**** <333 (or at least... mine is XD)
Hanbyul why are you so sexy? T___T I want your body!!!! I still like you even though you're dating Se7en.
Teuk why're you such a pushover -_- grow a backbone.

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Other news, Starbucks at school sucks~
Why is it still so hot and musky in there -_- damn.
I'm really... just sick of school... one more year left psh...

I gotta take summer classes at SB Manhattan >_>
I realized I didn't have any classes in Javits this semester O_o woh. LOL AWESOME <3
I need to raise my GPA. I'm stupid. -_-;

=_= okay I need to stop being random. okay.

BTW I got the 2PM CD WOO~ XD SEXINESS~ <3

I'm officially hooked -_- I've passed the point of no return.

I love Kyoto. mMm I do :D

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