This weeked.
I was sitting on the couch on the 22nd of June. My cell phone rang. It was Maura. She wanted to thank me for sending her a live Pavement cd in the mail. We talked for about 30 minutes. She asked me to go get coffee with her sometime soon. (July 3rd.)needless to say as we hung up the phone I was crawling out of my skin with joy. I know it sounds crazy.. but alot of shit that I have not put in here has happened. It has been about 2 years since we split up. I have had 2 other girlfriends and dated a few other girls. I even lived with one. I did my best to get her out of my head and it did not work. People tell me that you fall in and out of love all of your life.. until you meet that one person who has the majic touch. For me that person is Maura. I am not sure why..I am not sure what will happen when I see her next. But I still have alot of feelings for her. She is leaving town tommorow. I think I am gonna call her and wish her well today. I do not want to push her too hard. But I do not want her to think that I don't care. Which I doubt she does. I just want her to know that I am alot diffrent than I used to be. I want her to know that alot has changed with me. I want her to know that she is on my mind and that I worry about her.