Joey

Jul 25, 2005 20:06

Hi all, apologies for ignoring my poor little journal for over a week , i'm just a naughty boy.

In past entries i have said that i use this to empty my head, express all of my feelings as well as keeping a dairy of my life.

my life has taken a huge turn for the better since i last penned a entry.

Last time i was writing about my trip to Newcastle, a trip used to be calm with myself and to purchase my friend Tori some much needed get well soon prezzies.

Now, well what can i say, My life has changed so much over the last week , my friend is now my girlfriend and now i have finally found peace with myself without even knowing it.

Anyone that has read Tori's journal, already knows the situation, so i'm not going to go over old ground and bore you all senseless.
And i'm not going to going to go into details that is for Jo and I, we know what happened and how we feel about it, so i have no need to type it in here ok!

Anyway thats the plan so we'll see how it goes,

How do i feel about Jo, thats a good place to start,
She is intelligent, funny, damn sexy, practical and level headed. What more could a chef ask for.
Very loving in her own way and appreciates it when you give her loads of affection, coz im a (in Jo's words) sap.

SAP - 1 - moisture that circulates in plants.
2 - gullible person.

I was informed it was a soft person (which i can't argue with), gullible yeah at times maybe.

She dosen't like me spoiling her too much, which is a shame as i love to spoil people who i care for. We'll find some common ground some where i'm sure !

I was quite upset when i found out she could cook because thats normally my trump card, never mind the way to a man's heart, it is the way to a girls heart if you can cook and clean, (listening boys?)
But thankfully it sounds like i have done a ok job so far.

I was so pleased when she said she liked my house, its kinda part of me a lot of blood (mmh) and sweat went into getting this place as i want it , it's not finished yet but its coming together good.
When she visited Saturday it was out of the blue and im really pleased i spent a good part of the day cleaning, I'm a bit of a house proud lad to be honest, but first impressions count for a lot.

I have only two fears bout dating Jo, her allergy to cats (Tinnie) and her parents view on the age difference (i'm not going to tell you as it dosen't take Sherlock Homes to work it out).
luckily when she stayed over Saturday night she was fine loaded with pills. It didn't seem to bother her at all (Phew).
As for her parents, they seem a good if slightly insane couple, Debbie (ma) is really funny in a dry way, which suits me fine, I am a bit worried about getting a crack over the head with the crutches though, I'll have to watch my mouth for a while hehe. Steve (da) is the quiet type anything for a easy life perhaps, i dunno. well anyway they seem ok with it, well they must be i have been in their house loads lately, even used their kitchen to cook !!

While she was here she stitched up a whole in a sheet and fixed my PC, how sweet, its amazing how the little things mean so much !

And there was me being all nervous and anxious, i used to be the type of person that thinks and worries too much (yep you read that right Tori, USED TO), but not anymore, for once my head is clear , im not worring about what i say or do, not thinking after the fact, well i do think about the good things now!!!.
Its really amazing what a bit of confidence can do for you.

We are very good friends as well as B/friend n G/friend, which is a perfect mix for a relationship i now know, I'd recommend it to anyone, we can talk as friends, discuss any things we feel or need to get off our chest (mmh Jo's chest , opps sorry Jo, caught me thinkig out loud there). Its a perfect mix.
Its really scary how well we get on so well, we have only known each over for just over a month, but we know and feel so much about each other and (In my opinion) haven't had a real date yet, by real i mean going out somewhere just the two of us, we have been to the local as friends but i dont count that.

Anyway i'm talking shite again and need to do some house work.

Love and Peace world.

AJ xxx
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