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and I'll say it again: smeg.
i'm eating a chocolate candy right now. go me. and I'll eat another one If I want to!!!! yeah. that's exactly what i'll do
well, school provided tiredness. homework provided this tiredness developing into a strong tiredness. and I had no time to read my book :(
damn i should practise on my french, but lately just don't feel like it. I smeggin' hate the mood when I'm not in the mood to do things I'm ussually in the mood of doing. I hope that sentence came out confusing. nah it probably didn't.
you know, trusting people is really really NOT paying off. what am I talking about I never trusted them too much. but now, the last few weeks, I dtopped trusting them at all. seriously, the only people I trust rigth now are my familly members. I hope I won't become a cynic (sp?) soon, because that is exactly not how God or someone/something else designed me. Maybe I should start kicking people in the kneecaps, all the while smiling in their face...? that is LyKE IN this year. I'm sorry, I meant to say this millenium(sp?). wait wait, it's been "in" through the whole history of the human kind. nevermind. I won't become a cynic(sp?). I'm just gonna go and make meself a cup of green tea.
what really matters is not that you smile or not, but if you do it sincerely, when you smile.
don't get me wrong I don't live among a bunch of bastards and other kinds of bad people. no. It's just that I think that I might turn into a cynical bastard soon. naaah. won't let it happen.
you're probably not gonna believe this, but today wasn't a bad day at all. just tiring. damn tiring.
also, i smelled strawberries, when going home from school today. No there weren't any starwberries or stuff that migth give off the smell of strawberries. But it was a nifty smell. It made the moment it happened in (-at? bad grammar skills) nifty. And the moment it happened in (-at? ^^) became a nifty memory. Of cource this was only my inagination going bonkers, but I like such moments - they come out of nowhere, they don't mean anything, they have no reason, but they make you smile.
which reminds me, sun is a good thing. need more sun. need spring. fuck winter, I used to love winter, i still do, but what's too much is too much. and I don't need a fall without the pretty leaves instead of spring, alright God? got it? Good ^^
i'm eating a chocolate candy right now. go me. and I'll eat another one If I want to!!!! yeah. that's exactly what i'll do
well, school provided tiredness. homework provided this tiredness developing into a strong tiredness. and I had no time to read my book :(
damn i should practise on my french, but lately just don't feel like it. I smeggin' hate the mood when I'm not in the mood to do things I'm ussually in the mood of doing. I hope that sentence came out confusing. nah it probably didn't.
you know, trusting people is really really NOT paying off. what am I talking about I never trusted them too much. but now, the last few weeks, I dtopped trusting them at all. seriously, the only people I trust rigth now are my familly members. I hope I won't become a cynic (sp?) soon, because that is exactly not how God or someone/something else designed me. Maybe I should start kicking people in the kneecaps, all the while smiling in their face...? that is LyKE IN this year. I'm sorry, I meant to say this millenium(sp?). wait wait, it's been "in" through the whole history of the human kind. nevermind. I won't become a cynic(sp?). I'm just gonna go and make meself a cup of green tea.
what really matters is not that you smile or not, but if you do it sincerely, when you smile.
don't get me wrong I don't live among a bunch of bastards and other kinds of bad people. no. It's just that I think that I might turn into a cynical bastard soon. naaah. won't let it happen.
you're probably not gonna believe this, but today wasn't a bad day at all. just tiring. damn tiring.
also, i smelled strawberries, when going home from school today. No there weren't any starwberries or stuff that migth give off the smell of strawberries. But it was a nifty smell. It made the moment it happened in (-at? bad grammar skills) nifty. And the moment it happened in (-at? ^^) became a nifty memory. Of cource this was only my inagination going bonkers, but I like such moments - they come out of nowhere, they don't mean anything, they have no reason, but they make you smile.
which reminds me, sun is a good thing. need more sun. need spring. fuck winter, I used to love winter, i still do, but what's too much is too much. and I don't need a fall without the pretty leaves instead of spring, alright God? got it? Good ^^