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I don't even know how to describe how i am feeling right now! I feel like nothing! I am just not in the mood to deal with anything, and i just want to lay in my bed! I hate that I can't! I have to go to class and I don't want to! I don't see a point in me going? We are having a guest speaker come, and talk to us!
Today has been a waste, as always! I am so sick of college! I wish I choose classes that I would have enjoyed more! I can't wait until next semester when I can take Dance and Anatomy! Oh I love those classes.
Well one thing I can look forward to is Yoga! I get to go at 5 after my classes. My roommates won't be going with me today but I am still going to try and force myself to go! I need to relax and get out of the apartment! But then again i also need to work on my papers!
So last night I got a call from my brother really late! It made me think about how different I am from how I was this time last year! And I kind of miss my old self! I miss drinking and having fun with my girlfriends! But part of me doesn't, or doesn't want to miss it! Gosh I am getting so agrevatted with these contrasting thoughts!
Last night at pilates i also recieved a call from an old friend of mine, ed. I have so many different feelings about him, that I didn't answer. I don't know if I will answer next time he calls either. I have been thinking about him a lot lately so it was weird, but not weird, that he called! What to do, what to do!
I am so tired mentally, physically, emotionaly! I need some waking up! Maybe a starbucks drink will do the trick!
Today has been a waste, as always! I am so sick of college! I wish I choose classes that I would have enjoyed more! I can't wait until next semester when I can take Dance and Anatomy! Oh I love those classes.
Well one thing I can look forward to is Yoga! I get to go at 5 after my classes. My roommates won't be going with me today but I am still going to try and force myself to go! I need to relax and get out of the apartment! But then again i also need to work on my papers!
So last night I got a call from my brother really late! It made me think about how different I am from how I was this time last year! And I kind of miss my old self! I miss drinking and having fun with my girlfriends! But part of me doesn't, or doesn't want to miss it! Gosh I am getting so agrevatted with these contrasting thoughts!
Last night at pilates i also recieved a call from an old friend of mine, ed. I have so many different feelings about him, that I didn't answer. I don't know if I will answer next time he calls either. I have been thinking about him a lot lately so it was weird, but not weird, that he called! What to do, what to do!
I am so tired mentally, physically, emotionaly! I need some waking up! Maybe a starbucks drink will do the trick!