Hey guys!!!!!
What's up guys I'm really hyper kind of blah because Blake it really upset right now and I't's making me want to cry!!! I can't take him saying he hates his life and he wants to die any longer!!! Please help me somebody!!! I'm so freaking busy trying to help other people with their own problems, I have no freaking time to help myself with my own!!! But I'll deal with it lol, I don't feel like I have any problems right now (even though I do) I kind of feel like I'm living life day by day instead of worrying about my problems and past all the time.... Which effing rocks!!! I love it when I get this way!! How many times in your life do you get to feel this way!!! Especially after the way I've been feeling lately, wow! I have been so depressed lately, this it such a relief!!! You guys don't even know.... So now I'm just here, I'm not extremely happy but I'm not sad either, I'm happyish... I know that's not a word but now it is, because I say so!! lol. But yeah today, I think I might have gave Zach the wrong number (oops) because my dad just moved into a new house and I don't really know the number that well lol oh well, sorry if I did Zach!!! But yeah I have to go now because I have to clean my room and get ready to go to my dad's house!!