May 27, 2005 13:25
Ugh why doesn't anybody like me? I mean as a friend that is... lol actually it could count for both.... But anyways.. I am nice to people (except when I'm kidding around with them) and I'm.... Well that should be enough! *mad face* I mean honestly, I hate it that no one wants to be my friend anymore... do I like push people away or something?! Seriously, I guess I'm destined to be a loner *tear* Well it won't be so bad after I get used to it, it's adjusting that will be hard.. But yeah oh.. and I AM SICK OF EVERYBODY TELLING ME THAT I'M BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE HELLO?! HAVE YOU ACTUALLY EVER SEEN ME OR WHAT?! Caz if you have you'd definitely see that I'm not beautiful at all NOT even close to being beautiful, so dream on people! God why do people enjoy lying to me and hurting me? It seems like that's peoples favorite things to do to me! Ugh well I g2g byes!