May 06, 2005 22:31
it's amazing how much your mood can change just like that.
so had a good day at school (decent at least)...came home...went for a run...downloaded music...went shopping...good stuff. talked to shannon too.
went to our late cinco de mayo dinner at jalapeno's (yes, i'm not an idiot, i realize it's the 6 but o well). good dinner
went to see kingdom of heaven. good movie!!!...until my mom was having a heart flareup. i'm sure there's a reason for all this to happen, but i dont know why it has to happen to her. she's a good person. she's the healthiest person i know...watching what she eats when she doesnt have to...walks a ton...exercises plenty. so we had to leave the movie halfway through to see if she had to go to the hospital. we get out to the lobby and she thinks she's ok but we still hafta go home. i was bummed because i was into the movie. then walking out i hear "colleen! colleen!" i turn around and see patrick (a whole nother story). that made me happy. hope i can hang out with him tomorrow nite. he looked hot!! anyways...we had to go home which was a big bummer.
all kinds of things were flying through my mind on the way home.
pulling up outside our house, i see something dead in the road. at first i thought it was an oppossum...but i realized it was snowball (this cat who had just adopted us and hunted and stuff..and yes, i named it). :-( so i was like THIS IS IT!!! WHAt the FiretrUCK have i done to deserve this?!?!?!
i had a missed call from katherine...which helped me. i'm just really upset right now. this is one of my favorite times of the year. i love cinco de mayo. i'm crazy about the derby and get to go to one of my most favorite places in the world-keeneland-tomorrow. i had been totaly excited about this wkend but now i'm wayyy downlow. bummersville. i hope after talking to kat things will turn up the right way.
this week i've just been so confused about life...