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[golf_swing]

Disregard my last post.

Mello? Matt? I'm sorry if I said anything out of place or stupid last night. Thanks for coming over. Um... what time did you leave?

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[popcornlasers]

Stupid? I didn't hear anything stupid. You sure are amusing when you're drunk, though. *grin*

We left pretty late. Why?

[golf_swing]

Hm. Ok. I guess that is good to know.

um, because I may not remember you leaving?

[popcornlasers]

You'd passed out by then. But you looked all right. Why did you drink so much in the first place?

[golf_swing]

oh. ok.

I don't know. I just... felt like it. Perhaps?

um. did I undress myself? I usually wear pajamas.

[popcornlasers]

Did your parents find out? We tried to clean up a little...

All right. You know you can tell us if something's wrong, right? I mean, not to suggest that there was this time, just saying.

You did. We dressed you again. Sort of. *grin*

[golf_swing]

No.

I don't think they did? They rarely come into my room anyway.

Ok. That would explain why i was wearing my sister's Kat-Tun t-shirt from the laundryroom? She doesn't even wear it, that's why it always in there.

[private- Matt, Mello]
No.
It's nothing really, just feeling a little... I don't know.

Forgotten?

[popcornlasers]

That's good. We didn't want you to be grounded again.

But it looked so good on you! *grin*

[Private to Yagyuu and Mello]
By us, or someone else...? Because we didn't mean to neglect you, if we did.

[golf_swing]

shut up!!!

I think I may have to burn it.

[Private...]

Not by you guys . . . exactly. I mean, it just seems like, I don't know.. you have all these new people since I;ve been gone and you all stayed in SS and....

most people don't tend to like me.

but... it's not really you, it's more stupid stuff and school and the team and me being an idiot and . . . whatever, forget I even said anything.

[Private to Matt and Yagyuu]

[chocomachinegun]

Just because we made new friends doesn't mean we forget our old ones. And yeah... SS... believe me, we did that because we had to.

I don't see why not. Other than most people are shitheads.

What's happening with school? And really, you can tell us... you listen to me when I'm upset; I can do the same for you!

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[golf_swing]

I know you guys did. And it's not like I expected anyone elses life to come to a halt just because I wasn't around, but... I don't know. It's hard to explain.

Maybe it's just me. I'm not exactly a socialable person. Not exactly warm and inviting. I don't even have the sex appeal thing going for me.

Nothing... it's. I miss Yukimura and Sanada just isn't the same and ... I don't know what the hell is going on with Niou. Hell, maybe he likes playing with this new guy more than me.. he certainly acts like it.

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[chocomachinegun]

No, I can understand it. ...I've felt that way before.

You're better than "warm" or "inviting", which usually means fake or stupid. You're brilliant, interesting, and definitely not unattractive, whatever you think.

He's crazy if he does. Why the hell would he be like that? Aren't you two dating again?

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[golf_swing]

have you? Sometimes I think I am just being too emotional or irrational or... whatever. I mean, I shouldn't care who people are friends with - right?

Ha. Yeah. To you maybe.

I don't know. I think it is me. I don't think he trusts me yet. Or again. Ot whatever.

He's stupid.

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[chocomachinegun]

Yeah, I guess you shouldn't, but sometimes you do. Though I always think I'm irrational when I feel like that, too. But it doesn't make you stop feeling it; you just feel frustrated with yourself as well.

Maybe, but I'm not lying.

*sigh* Trust is a tricky thing. But I don't think you're untrustworthy; not at all.

[chocomachinegun]

It was cute on you! *grin* And we had no idea what we should dress you in and there it was.

[Private to Yagyuu and Matt]

We didn't forget you. We just... didn't want to make things worse for you. Neither of us has any practice with soothing parents, I don't think.

Anything we can do to help?

[golf_swing]

Yeah. Cute. With Kame's face stretched across my chest.

Perverts.

[Private...]

I know. I know... it's not really you guys at all. It's me and my ... emo, as Akaya would put it.

No. It should be fine once I am let out of confinement.

[chocomachinegun]

You already knew that about us. And you love it.

[Private to Matt and Yagyuu]
Ugh, can't blame you there. I'd hate that shit. It would make anyone "emo"!
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