Feb 02, 2006 09:39
So just for nostalgic purposes, I'm going to post an opinion I wrote months ago..... yet again:
"No wonder I'm so fucking scared of being in a relationship. It seems like everyone is discontent with who they're with to some extent and nobody is truely happy. Correct me if I'm wrong, but isn't a relationship OPTIONAL for a reason? If you're not happy with it, then why keep yourself subject to being discontent. Oh wait, because of that whole "routine" and "comfort zone" cop out excuse. Gotcha. From cheating, to lying, to trying to control who your significant other can and can't hang out with, to just plain old bitching and constant complaining about your relationship status, I don't understand why people are still in these relationships. I've seen it all, I don't want to be part of any of that bullshit. Can you blame me for being scared? I'm sick and tired of hearing, seeing, etc... about this stupid nonsense that it makes me want to throw up.
And another thing.... why is it that USUALLY you're either totally all about someone and they "kinda" like you back (but definitely not as much as you're into them), or the other way around. I've been on both ends, and lemme tell you, they both suck. I've also only had one person who's made me feel like they loved me the same way I've loved them and hell, that wasn't even my boyfriend. Re-fucking-diculous.
And people wonder and ask me all the time why I don't have a boyfriend.
Well this is why."