Oct 03, 2005 08:32
sometimes i just want to pick up and move away. completely as far away as i possibly could. i don't want to worry about anything or anybody. just me. i wouldn't even tell anyone i was going or where i was going. i could make it on my own. i'm not scared of things.
i had a really bad day yesterday. all i wanted to do was cry but i just held it back. when i got home travis came over and we just went and rode around and talked. i miss that with him. i love travis and sometimes i don't know what i would do without him. he was my knight in shining armor last night. i did drink beer last night but it was fun. just me and him. we sat on the porch and laughed all night.
i'm so tired of making people happy.