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I feel like shit now, like seriously feeling damn horrible!!!! Oh goddddddddd >:((((((((( I always fall sick at the wrong time! & the worst thing is, I don't even know why I fell sick so randomly! Maybe cos of the stress? On Friday, I was feeling perfectly fine throughout the entire day and was so damn energized while studying with Yiwei & Cherry at NEX somemore. Then when I sat on the couch watching TV (which is not often) at night, I suddenly felt this dryness in my throat and that was like, the onset of some major cold or something. I'm like coughing now & having a running nose & the meds I have at home are either for cough or for running nose but there's none for a combination of both! FML. As I type this I'm sucking on a HALLS cooling lozenge which only has temporary soothing effects.
I can't even sleep properly now :( During the day I just wanna sleep and at night I just don't want to sleep and when I sleep it's a fitful sleep. Last night I had a bad dream. I dreamt that I was having a chinese essay exam and the question was something like "write about something you have learnt" and for the life of me I couldn't think of anything to write during the exam! I don't even know why I dreamt of a chinese exam when I've been free from it for the 4th year. All I ended up writing was financial formulas from the stupid FIN2004 mod because duh, it's something I've learnt, but it was a chinese exam!!! I think I sound like I'm rambling now but anyway the dream ended with me realizing I've to write some chinese crap, so I turned in the worst exam paper of my life with some rubbish storyline, and then I woke up.
IT WAS TERRIBLE. & the strangest thing was there was this boy next to me in the dream who looked like he was 7 and from china and was taunting me because he wrote like pages while I just kept stupidly writing financial formulas. Absolutely absurd dream.
RAHHHHH. I'm so tired, so shagged, but I'm still far from finishing my revision. I'm so bloody screwed for genes and soc and my singapore society paper because I absolutely haven't started studying for both so I'm going to start later fml I just sneezed like 3 times in a row and coughed twice but yeah by the way the past year SS paper looks so bloody tough I feel like killing myself but anyway in any case
IT'S TOO LATE TO GIVE UP NOW. I've come this far and I'm not going to give up during this final stretch. Even if I'm sick. So what if I got decent grades for my midterms/assignments/projects? If I screw up this finals I'm going to be so dead. The cruelty of it all.
HANG IN THERE, NOTHING BUT THE BEST
I can't even sleep properly now :( During the day I just wanna sleep and at night I just don't want to sleep and when I sleep it's a fitful sleep. Last night I had a bad dream. I dreamt that I was having a chinese essay exam and the question was something like "write about something you have learnt" and for the life of me I couldn't think of anything to write during the exam! I don't even know why I dreamt of a chinese exam when I've been free from it for the 4th year. All I ended up writing was financial formulas from the stupid FIN2004 mod because duh, it's something I've learnt, but it was a chinese exam!!! I think I sound like I'm rambling now but anyway the dream ended with me realizing I've to write some chinese crap, so I turned in the worst exam paper of my life with some rubbish storyline, and then I woke up.
IT WAS TERRIBLE. & the strangest thing was there was this boy next to me in the dream who looked like he was 7 and from china and was taunting me because he wrote like pages while I just kept stupidly writing financial formulas. Absolutely absurd dream.
RAHHHHH. I'm so tired, so shagged, but I'm still far from finishing my revision. I'm so bloody screwed for genes and soc and my singapore society paper because I absolutely haven't started studying for both so I'm going to start later fml I just sneezed like 3 times in a row and coughed twice but yeah by the way the past year SS paper looks so bloody tough I feel like killing myself but anyway in any case
IT'S TOO LATE TO GIVE UP NOW. I've come this far and I'm not going to give up during this final stretch. Even if I'm sick. So what if I got decent grades for my midterms/assignments/projects? If I screw up this finals I'm going to be so dead. The cruelty of it all.
HANG IN THERE, NOTHING BUT THE BEST