love is overrated...
well perry broke up with me thursday nite. it's kinda funny too b/c right before he called me i was online talking to tommy martin tellin him how great perry was and how monday would be 1 month. he said he was breaking up with me b/c he didnt think he liked me as much as i liked him and that wasnt fair to me. he also said that he didnt think i was "the one". He claimed that if he didnt like me as much as i liked he was pretty much wasting my time. Then he told me that once he gets his feelings sorted out he might call me and see if i wanna hook back up. I was like "yea i will sit around the house just waiting for that call" he also told me that if i met someone else i should go out with them. i'm glad he gave me permision. So yea i wrote him a note and wrote a poem in it and i'm gonna put it on here. i wrote it at like 1am so it doesn't completely makes since.
you're confused
i feel used
excuse after excuse
mad me feel abused
you hung me with a noose
then u cut me loose
right before i died
u decided u would lie
then i started to fall
u didnt feel it at all
now i'm lying on the ground
you are no longer around
i'm all alone
i wish i'd known
that u would never feel
what i thought was real
love only equals pain
to u, it was a game
a game with a gamble
my heart, you couldn't handle
i knew better than to love u
i dont know what to do
i'm done with love
it's too overated
u only get hurt
to me it's not worth
all the pain u feel
i hope that i heal
i wish u could understand
i'm holding on with one hand
holding on to what is mine
give me my heart, then cut the line.
and when i wrote that poem i was also thinking aobut someone else so the whole thing may or may not be about perry. i'm not upset anymore that perry and i broke up cause friday nite at the game i got to see a side of him that i didn't really like, he can be a jerk.
ps:U KNOW WHO U ARE: i had fun just hanging out wth u on friday. i'll try calling u and i guess i'll see u on tuesday Mr. Horrible.
-XxAmBeRxX
you're confused
i feel used
excuse after excuse
mad me feel abused
you hung me with a noose
then u cut me loose
right before i died
u decided u would lie
then i started to fall
u didnt feel it at all
now i'm lying on the ground
you are no longer around
i'm all alone
i wish i'd known
that u would never feel
what i thought was real
love only equals pain
to u, it was a game
a game with a gamble
my heart, you couldn't handle
i knew better than to love u
i dont know what to do
i'm done with love
it's too overated
u only get hurt
to me it's not worth
all the pain u feel
i hope that i heal
i wish u could understand
i'm holding on with one hand
holding on to what is mine
give me my heart, then cut the line.
and when i wrote that poem i was also thinking aobut someone else so the whole thing may or may not be about perry. i'm not upset anymore that perry and i broke up cause friday nite at the game i got to see a side of him that i didn't really like, he can be a jerk.
ps:U KNOW WHO U ARE: i had fun just hanging out wth u on friday. i'll try calling u and i guess i'll see u on tuesday Mr. Horrible.
-XxAmBeRxX