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I fucking hate mother nature/Eve/whatever the fuck you call it. When I wrote the previous entry saying how tired I was...well, it's not getting better, and I know why. I knew a little of why then, but didn't really think it would be so bad. My hemoglobin levels are low, and probably getting lower every day. My estrogen levels are so low that Progesterone and Birth Control pills aren't helping any. Yes I'm back on birth control, against my will. Against my religion. But completely within my choice. I'm even taking 2 of them a day now, started today with that level. I just really hope the double dose works...then again it won't do much good if my insurance won't pay for it.
I've been bleeding for 28 days (29 by the time most of you read this on Wednesday), in a never ending period. It started October 11 and hasn't stopped since.
Hence the reason I'm tired and worn out. I just want it to end and be done. Someone kill me, btw. And the next time I'm around when the first woman decides she's going to disobey a direct order and eat the damn fruit, I'll beat her down so much she won't want to eat for a week. Life'd be pretty much perfect if she'd just followed the one rule she was given.
But I'm going to bed now. I feel the need to be near my husband, even it we can't do anything. Fucking hormones!
I've been bleeding for 28 days (29 by the time most of you read this on Wednesday), in a never ending period. It started October 11 and hasn't stopped since.
Hence the reason I'm tired and worn out. I just want it to end and be done. Someone kill me, btw. And the next time I'm around when the first woman decides she's going to disobey a direct order and eat the damn fruit, I'll beat her down so much she won't want to eat for a week. Life'd be pretty much perfect if she'd just followed the one rule she was given.
But I'm going to bed now. I feel the need to be near my husband, even it we can't do anything. Fucking hormones!