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I'm sitting here picking granola out of my clothes as I eat it from the box. That's the only way to eat cereal.
It really is my first day of summer vacation today. Does it feel like it? Not really. I tried to be sad yesterday, to make it sink in that everything is finally over, but no. Not working out. I talked to Katie, my friend from France and she still has a whole month and a half to go.
I am going back to France in a little over a week. I dread it so bad. I mean, I have caugh myself getting excited about it, and I slap myself. It's just too messy, too emotional, too there.
And: Micah leaves tomorrow. I am never going to see him again, probably. He's such a fucking drifter, Ill never get a hold of him and we're both poor as beggars. And you know how distance and time makes you forget, and you get lazy, and memories are sufficient for a while, and then you forget those and it's all over.
Wow, I didn't mean to get that pessimistic.
Anyway, Alex owes me to go to the mall because I taped Kinschen ( sp?) for her. Anime geek.
It really is my first day of summer vacation today. Does it feel like it? Not really. I tried to be sad yesterday, to make it sink in that everything is finally over, but no. Not working out. I talked to Katie, my friend from France and she still has a whole month and a half to go.
I am going back to France in a little over a week. I dread it so bad. I mean, I have caugh myself getting excited about it, and I slap myself. It's just too messy, too emotional, too there.
And: Micah leaves tomorrow. I am never going to see him again, probably. He's such a fucking drifter, Ill never get a hold of him and we're both poor as beggars. And you know how distance and time makes you forget, and you get lazy, and memories are sufficient for a while, and then you forget those and it's all over.
Wow, I didn't mean to get that pessimistic.
Anyway, Alex owes me to go to the mall because I taped Kinschen ( sp?) for her. Anime geek.