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These journals are getting really boring. I feel like Olivia.. lol that's what megan says. halloween is tomorrow and im very excited but i havent decided on which party to go to yet. me and courtney are at cori's house babysitting. and im deperately waiting on them to get here so that i can go out. im going to get smashed as always like i did last night. last night was fucking awesome dude! i ran into jermey, one of dylan's friends, dylan's the guy that julie used to talk to. he tried talking to me before but nothing happened because i had a retarded boyfriend. that was like the one guy i never cheated on him with. haha i did with everyone else. lol. cuz i never loved him... just used him... he knows it. ;) driver friendly is in austin. anyway, then i met a cute guy named ricky... we kissed... then jermey got mad. it was kind of funny. so i kissed jermey to make up for it. i was so smashed. it was hilarious. i was jumping around like a big bowl full of energy christian says. i had 5 half shots of everclear, a double shot of yeager, and two smirnoffs. i was GONE! i had the best time. oh and by the way, jared's mom asked him if he was gay. lol. lol again. i beat the shit out of him the other night. i hope i get this job in the mall. if not then im going back to hooters. anyway, im going to watch shrek... have a good night everyone. bottoms up! lata
'cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i cant keep picturing you with him
and it hurts so bad
(yeah) cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i replay it over and over again
and i can't take it and i cant shake it(NO)
I cant wait to see you
wanna see if you still got that look in your eye
that one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
and its a shame that we gotta spend our time being mad about the same things
over and over again (about the same thing)
over and over again
oo but i thinks she leavin
uhh man shes leavin
i dont know wat else to do( cant go on not lovin you)
cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i cant keep picturing you with him
and it hurts so bad
(yeah) cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i replay it over and over again
(yeah) and i can't take it (yeah)and i cant shake it ( no )
i remember the day you left
i remember the last breath you took right in front of me
when you said that u would leave
i was too damn stubburn to try to stop you or say anything
but i see clearly now
and the choice i made keeps playin in my head (over and over again)
playin my head (over and over again)
oh i thinks shes leavin
uhh man shes leavin
i dont know wat else to do (i cant go on not lovin u)
cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i cant keep picturing you with him
and it hurts so bad
(yeah) cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i replay it over and over again
and i can't take it and i cant shake it(no)
now that i realize
that im goin down
from all this pain u put me through
everytime i close my eyes (wuu wuu)
i lock it down
ooooo i cant go on not lovin you
To Tyler, RIP baby:) I love you
'cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i cant keep picturing you with him
and it hurts so bad
(yeah) cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i replay it over and over again
and i can't take it and i cant shake it(NO)
I cant wait to see you
wanna see if you still got that look in your eye
that one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
and its a shame that we gotta spend our time being mad about the same things
over and over again (about the same thing)
over and over again
oo but i thinks she leavin
uhh man shes leavin
i dont know wat else to do( cant go on not lovin you)
cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i cant keep picturing you with him
and it hurts so bad
(yeah) cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i replay it over and over again
(yeah) and i can't take it (yeah)and i cant shake it ( no )
i remember the day you left
i remember the last breath you took right in front of me
when you said that u would leave
i was too damn stubburn to try to stop you or say anything
but i see clearly now
and the choice i made keeps playin in my head (over and over again)
playin my head (over and over again)
oh i thinks shes leavin
uhh man shes leavin
i dont know wat else to do (i cant go on not lovin u)
cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i cant keep picturing you with him
and it hurts so bad
(yeah) cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i replay it over and over again
and i can't take it and i cant shake it(no)
now that i realize
that im goin down
from all this pain u put me through
everytime i close my eyes (wuu wuu)
i lock it down
ooooo i cant go on not lovin you
To Tyler, RIP baby:) I love you