Grief Therapy

[goldilox369]

I miss Link---my brain part B, my other self...since he died on May 12th, 2010, life has not been the same. I feel depleted, and worn thin, and very, very lacking in myself for the things that he provided me that are now not at my disposal. It's very frustrating and confusing, and most of all just sad. I can't explain how much I miss Link. I feel like I've lost a spouse. Even though we did not have sex...How can I rebuild my life? What am I to make of it? These are the things I need to focus on.

I need time to myself
to go off
to grieve the loss of my friend
to feel the impact his departure
is making in my life

I need time to myself
to redirect myself
to refind myself
to assess what I have in my life
and what I am lacking

I need time to reorder myself
Reorganize myself
I need to feel whole again
I need to feel strong again
I need to be at peace again
I need to find my balance