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so i'm writing a top secret message from josh's computer. i'm cat sitting at a house in the village and it's AWESOME. the weird part is josh and i are like living together while i'm catsitting. it started that he was dreading having to stay home with his roommate and his roommate's twin 3 year old daughters. so i said you can stay with me. a week later, he's still here, and he plans on staying. funny thing is it's really enjoyable. we cook together. i was having a bad day and there was someone here that actually wanted to listen. i can definitely see things heading in this direction. not for a while. we still have very differnt schedule and it would get annoying after a while, but i can see in a year or 2 years heading that way. another weird thing is this fake living together has taught me that i'm in love with josh. i always loved him but i think i was afraid to be in love because i didn't know where he's at. it's still slightly ambiguous but not really. he feels the same way. i'm a huge dork, but this has been a really fun week. let's see what happens next week. this whole josh thing is kind of hilarious. one week he's terrified of committment and now he's voluntarily living with me. i can only just laugh and go with the flow.