Get Over It
I am so over it, thats right girls and boys!!...i'm over marshall!!!
I have come to realize that 99.9% of guys in the service are complete dickwads.
the past weekend was absolut hell for me but thats what I needed to realize how much of an asshole he was...geeze 3 girls in 3 nights..and to think i wanted to get back with/marry/move away with that mothafucka?!..hahahahaha la-dee-dah
so yesterday I did a bunch of nothing all day, woke up at 12 and then did some things round the house then headed to the tanning bed...after leaving there i needed to go to the grocery store to get some ham and chicken, this atkins diet is hell in hotpants i tell ya..all i want is bread and pasta and crackers and waffles..but i cant have none of that...shit sucks, no more carbs for miss ashley..the biggest excitement I get is string cheese..oh yay..so i come home, take a shower and get all prettied up for the grocery store just in case Joe, that hot guy was there...even put in my blue contacts heheheh but sure enough since I have the worst luck, he wasn't there...and it was a good thing he wasn't there too b/c I had popped 2 stacker 2's on an empty stomach and had the tremors in my hands like a mutha..I felt so wired and was talkin like a mile a minute so i got outta there as fast as I could....I came home and jumped in the pool and swam laps then got out and did some laundry and watched tv while i did a shitload of cruches and push-ups, slowly but surely the biceps i had from going to gold's gym every day are coming back..hehehe.;..at like 8 or 9 my ass went running...that kills me...i used to run every night with chip but now im having to run a little, then a little more the next night then a lil more so I can get used to it again..I got the mile thing downpacked but I want to be able to run more than that w/out stopping.....but yeah ive lost like 3 or 4 pounds in the last 5 days.....i havent eaten any shit and have been working out like a mad man..I have to look good by christmas/new years!
anyways sp Barb, marshall's mom called me last night and we talked for like 20 mins.....she apologized over and over for the past weekend and was practically in tears over the phone..she was saying how she never raised marshall to be the way he was and she was just so embarrased...she said she threw shawna out of her house monday morn (since yeah marshall fucked her sunday night) and said to her "get the fuck outta my house to little hore, dont ever let me see your face here again!" and wouldnt even let marshall drive her home, she had to have someone come pick her up at the end of the street...HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA Thats what that little ugly ass bitch gets!...his mom then told me that they got into a HUGE argument, one of the worst they've ever been in (him nd his mom) and she ended up saying to him"next time you have time off from the navy, go see your father"..he made a fool out of her and me...esp me, telling me to be at his house fri night and all that bullshit..i felt like such a fool having everythung thrown in my face with him sleeping with leslie and shawna..but anyways his mom said he should be calling me w/in the next couple days and apologizing to me...I hope he doesn't call..if he does ill hear him out then just be like..y'know i dont even fucking care, save it for someone who does...the guy i cared about was the marshall i knew long ago, I dont know who the hell you are now....i never wanna talk to him again...he had everyone, his friends, his mom, his bro and sis, his cousin telling him how stupid he is for fucking things up w/me and granted he will realize that one day but its already way 2 late to go back and chage things...this past weekend did a lot of good for me and helped me get over him...
I talked to chip last night for like 45 mins, his jobs going well and he'll be down here tuesday so im sure I'll see him:) I asked him if he was engaged b/c of what julian had said to me and i was just making sure..he said HELL NAHH!! i was pef-t funny..he liked wigged out and said 'you know me better than that, i aint getting married for a long ass time'...i told him how I was gonna be leaving here dec 13th for South Carolina and staying there till maybe the 22nd or 23rd and he seemed happy to hear that and said we'd def see eachother ....I wanna get marlene and then drive back to georgia to this town called Helen..it will be snowing there prolly by that time and its just so beutiful there..we could stay a night there and then head back up to SC the next day.....im just gonna make sure I have a good time..and miss megan I hope you're still going with me !!..I dont wanna drive all that way by myself :(..hehehe road trip nukka!!
ohh geezum this diet makes you wanna shit all the time....uurrgghhh...sorry I had to share that...
I'm at work now and its gonna be a long day, thats for sure.....sue is working with me today and shes supposed to let me know if im working the bar tonight..i mean i wanna work cuz its money but at the same time I really don't..im not feeling it tonight and plus the weather is gonne be so shitty..we'll see...
im so hungry now but im not gonna eat till like 12 or 1, then im gonna go rent a movie and just do some homework, whatever makes the time fly....when i get off work i gotta drop by marshall's to give his mom the pictures from the weekend and she wants to hang out for a while, so thats cool....
anyways im gonna take my stacker 2's and drink like 50 gallons of water and do some reading for english..ill be back lata
I have come to realize that 99.9% of guys in the service are complete dickwads.
the past weekend was absolut hell for me but thats what I needed to realize how much of an asshole he was...geeze 3 girls in 3 nights..and to think i wanted to get back with/marry/move away with that mothafucka?!..hahahahaha la-dee-dah
so yesterday I did a bunch of nothing all day, woke up at 12 and then did some things round the house then headed to the tanning bed...after leaving there i needed to go to the grocery store to get some ham and chicken, this atkins diet is hell in hotpants i tell ya..all i want is bread and pasta and crackers and waffles..but i cant have none of that...shit sucks, no more carbs for miss ashley..the biggest excitement I get is string cheese..oh yay..so i come home, take a shower and get all prettied up for the grocery store just in case Joe, that hot guy was there...even put in my blue contacts heheheh but sure enough since I have the worst luck, he wasn't there...and it was a good thing he wasn't there too b/c I had popped 2 stacker 2's on an empty stomach and had the tremors in my hands like a mutha..I felt so wired and was talkin like a mile a minute so i got outta there as fast as I could....I came home and jumped in the pool and swam laps then got out and did some laundry and watched tv while i did a shitload of cruches and push-ups, slowly but surely the biceps i had from going to gold's gym every day are coming back..hehehe.;..at like 8 or 9 my ass went running...that kills me...i used to run every night with chip but now im having to run a little, then a little more the next night then a lil more so I can get used to it again..I got the mile thing downpacked but I want to be able to run more than that w/out stopping.....but yeah ive lost like 3 or 4 pounds in the last 5 days.....i havent eaten any shit and have been working out like a mad man..I have to look good by christmas/new years!
anyways sp Barb, marshall's mom called me last night and we talked for like 20 mins.....she apologized over and over for the past weekend and was practically in tears over the phone..she was saying how she never raised marshall to be the way he was and she was just so embarrased...she said she threw shawna out of her house monday morn (since yeah marshall fucked her sunday night) and said to her "get the fuck outta my house to little hore, dont ever let me see your face here again!" and wouldnt even let marshall drive her home, she had to have someone come pick her up at the end of the street...HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA Thats what that little ugly ass bitch gets!...his mom then told me that they got into a HUGE argument, one of the worst they've ever been in (him nd his mom) and she ended up saying to him"next time you have time off from the navy, go see your father"..he made a fool out of her and me...esp me, telling me to be at his house fri night and all that bullshit..i felt like such a fool having everythung thrown in my face with him sleeping with leslie and shawna..but anyways his mom said he should be calling me w/in the next couple days and apologizing to me...I hope he doesn't call..if he does ill hear him out then just be like..y'know i dont even fucking care, save it for someone who does...the guy i cared about was the marshall i knew long ago, I dont know who the hell you are now....i never wanna talk to him again...he had everyone, his friends, his mom, his bro and sis, his cousin telling him how stupid he is for fucking things up w/me and granted he will realize that one day but its already way 2 late to go back and chage things...this past weekend did a lot of good for me and helped me get over him...
I talked to chip last night for like 45 mins, his jobs going well and he'll be down here tuesday so im sure I'll see him:) I asked him if he was engaged b/c of what julian had said to me and i was just making sure..he said HELL NAHH!! i was pef-t funny..he liked wigged out and said 'you know me better than that, i aint getting married for a long ass time'...i told him how I was gonna be leaving here dec 13th for South Carolina and staying there till maybe the 22nd or 23rd and he seemed happy to hear that and said we'd def see eachother ....I wanna get marlene and then drive back to georgia to this town called Helen..it will be snowing there prolly by that time and its just so beutiful there..we could stay a night there and then head back up to SC the next day.....im just gonna make sure I have a good time..and miss megan I hope you're still going with me !!..I dont wanna drive all that way by myself :(..hehehe road trip nukka!!
ohh geezum this diet makes you wanna shit all the time....uurrgghhh...sorry I had to share that...
I'm at work now and its gonna be a long day, thats for sure.....sue is working with me today and shes supposed to let me know if im working the bar tonight..i mean i wanna work cuz its money but at the same time I really don't..im not feeling it tonight and plus the weather is gonne be so shitty..we'll see...
im so hungry now but im not gonna eat till like 12 or 1, then im gonna go rent a movie and just do some homework, whatever makes the time fly....when i get off work i gotta drop by marshall's to give his mom the pictures from the weekend and she wants to hang out for a while, so thats cool....
anyways im gonna take my stacker 2's and drink like 50 gallons of water and do some reading for english..ill be back lata