just a bunch of ramble i needed to write down..no need to read it
its funny how somethings just never leave you alone. instead, they sit in the back of your mind until a memory is triggered of them and they strangely reappear. sometimes i feel rediculous for letting them get to me, its just that they keep nagging at me and its annoying. i want resolution and i guess i wont accomplish it untill i make it happen on my own. but then again, these problems were my past and i dont exactly know how or want to return to that point. i have no solution and so this puts me in the same place that i started in, unresolved. i guess i just dont know why i want to work something out that never made sense from the beginning.