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school has started and is surprsingly nice and at times is sooo much fun, though i feel as if i never see some people. tech has been amazingly different, its back to old times with blair and suitcase and i wouldnt have it any other way. im hoping i will start to feel better about things, i dont know. carlys a dollface and her cake will say so. mr harrison has the hands of a god, i really like him a LOT and i will one day wed mr gibson, whether he likes it or not. blahness sucks, feeling unsure sucks, maybe some drunkeness will change things, maybe i shouldnt rely on alcohol to be upfront, theres no maybe to it, i shouldnt. the astros are winning right now. im hoping some value village time can alleviate some of this, it always has in the past. in a way i feel as if ive gone back to freshman or sophomore year. im tired and joy is gonna marry carter and kenya will mother colin sutherland's babies. ms ballard scares me a wee bit, actually a huge bit. i want a threesome with paul newman and jake ghyllenhal.
life is gooooooood.
life is gooooooood.