May 03, 2007 01:00
I think I still may have a thing for him and that's why it bothers me when he talks to her.
I think that they are going to get back together at any moment and they very cleary don't go together. I'm not just saying that, other people have said it too, ones that don't know that I still like him. I'm oh so good at hiding it. Sometimes it's a hard skill to possess. I don't know why it comes so easily to me. He doesn't think he's coming back next year. I'm going t omiss him terribly, but I can't stop him and I don't want to. It's his decision and as long as he knows he is maikng the best choice, I'm not going to say anything. And right noe, I think it would be better for him if he left. He's not doing well here. The signs are obvious and affecting him deeply. He lost his best friend, to her boyfriend and they are always around him and basically telling secrets and jokes that he can't be apart of because he's not her go-to guy anymore. The worst part is, she can't even see what it's doing to him.