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Ugh. This was one of the worst weekends in a while. Saturday and Sunday were just horrible. Didn't sleep at all because of grandma's stupid new puppy waking me up every hour on the hour to go outside. Sunday I had to go to the lions game...enough said. Then when I got home, I remembered I had this english paper to write. I can't concentrate I'm so dead. Pray for my sanity.
Man, reading Tina's earlier entry where she said something about being very lonely, and just wanting to be with someone who gives a damn about her...that's exactly how I've felt the last few weeks. Like I'm just there, unimportant, just part of the scenery. I don't know. I think I know why I feel like this, and some of you probably do too. This is so different from last year. Last year I felt somewhat normal. I wasnt really all that depressed, I liked life for the most part, etc. But this year, everything is different. I find myself depressed more and more often, especially when I at home away from everything. I guess I just feel so apart from everyone now. Maybe I just dont fit there anymore. Gah. I don't know what Im talking about.
Goodnight
Man, reading Tina's earlier entry where she said something about being very lonely, and just wanting to be with someone who gives a damn about her...that's exactly how I've felt the last few weeks. Like I'm just there, unimportant, just part of the scenery. I don't know. I think I know why I feel like this, and some of you probably do too. This is so different from last year. Last year I felt somewhat normal. I wasnt really all that depressed, I liked life for the most part, etc. But this year, everything is different. I find myself depressed more and more often, especially when I at home away from everything. I guess I just feel so apart from everyone now. Maybe I just dont fit there anymore. Gah. I don't know what Im talking about.
Goodnight