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Ok well scratch out the last entry, but Im gonna leave it as a remembrance. Me and the boyfriend got back together, that was quick. And at the time I think to myself is it out of pity? But would he really waste his time on a false relationship. Im just trying to play it cool and back off a bit let it breath and go with the flow. SO far it has worked well, and things are starting to feel like they once were. That day we broke up I finally spoke with the ex of 6 years, and it was very odd. He talked to me like I was his friend or at least not like someone he still has interest in. I know that is probably the only time we will ever talk again because he told me we could keep in touch through emails, FUN! I mean I sort of understand because I was once in his girlfriends shoes but I dont understand because I was the longest relationship he had and to cut me off completly seems ubsurd, oh well life goes on. Today I emailed him and updated him on my life issues. I let him know that I am fine now since the time I chatted with him and that things only will get better for me. I know in my heart that deep down inside he cares about me and wishes me only the best and if communicating with him only through email is the way we have to do it then so be it. I want to hold onto that little connection no matter what.