"meatloaf"
almost 10 days until i leave to germany to be with paulipoop. at this moment, dont know what/how to feel. obviously excited, but my 5am job doesnt give me enough energy to bring myself up. scared, nervous, about leaving. or going. or coming. or whatever. it's saturday night and ive got to write a paper. work tomorrow at 6am. final exam monday. wanna smoke up a little but i know my paper wont get done. i just need to end work (week after this) and finish school (tuesday). then i can think about what's actually coming ahead of me. the only highlight ive had in the last few days has been calling shayna meatloaf. she said she her bra gets sweaty sometimes and she's hairy, so i called her meatloaf. and her reaction has made my life. ha.