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God, I have NO idea what my deal is tonight. I'm in near hysterics and I have no idea why. And I'm ashamed of how I'm behaving, and that only makes it worse, and I cry even more, and then I get more ashamed, and... well, you can see where this is going. It's a vicious fucking cycle and I'm angry on top of it because I have no idea where this is coming from, and I'm angry at myself for not having enough control over myself to stop. It just seems like I'm screwing up so much tonight and I just hate myself for it.
... I've managed to get myself a little more under control, and I'm going to go to the University Union. I don't feel like it, but I know I won't eat if I don't, and that's all I need tonight. I wish I would stop getting so much spam, because it just reminds me that I'm not getting any other sort of mail.
Fish
"Opposable thumbs does not a Jesus make." ~ the Colbert Report, when comparing the South Park Jesus to Aslan.
... I've managed to get myself a little more under control, and I'm going to go to the University Union. I don't feel like it, but I know I won't eat if I don't, and that's all I need tonight. I wish I would stop getting so much spam, because it just reminds me that I'm not getting any other sort of mail.
Fish
"Opposable thumbs does not a Jesus make." ~ the Colbert Report, when comparing the South Park Jesus to Aslan.