Oct 24, 2007 11:59
I know I haven't posted here in a few thousand years but I decided to toss in a quick update again.
Mainly, I have been preoccupied with band (since we played practically every weekend up to this point), my school work, and my work work. In general, there isn't much to say, at least to the public community. Life has fallen into an iterative lock step with each week only being a minor progression from the events of weeks past. While there has been both good and bad days so far this year, I have survived through them without much comments either way.
In fact, that kinda defines this point of the semester. There isn't a whole bunch to say. I have been a bit more reclusive than normal and I'm not online as much on AIM. In fact, I have very few conversations on AIM and I tend to converse more with clan-mates using Xfire. The clan keeps me occupied and allows me to be chatty and allows me to type a lot. Besides, it serves as a good distraction.
As always, I try to find more interesting distractions to look into but few things have panned out. In essence, any idea that I think of never forms into a concrete plan. Therefore, the ideas form and die off... and exists as things that I may do someday if I ever decide what to do with the ideas themselves. Random ideas do serve as a distraction for a day or two so I suppose they serve that purpose at least.
Still, I wish I could have a bit more organization in all aspects of my life. Things are too disorderly at the moment even by my lax standards. It does return to the whole "ideas" thing above... it is easy to dream but hard to chart a path to that dream. The initial steps are always the most difficult for most things that I do. Perhaps I am too used to being dragged along (by something like marching band) and not used to taking the initiative enough. I dunno...
However, this is where I stand. Like always, I find my way through. As is common now, I'm not exactly sure what to talk about that is notable in my current everyday experiences. Finally, I seem to be tackling the same old problems. As a positive note, a couple of folks say that I communicate well even though I was once shy. The only issue in that area is taking the initiative to form and continue friendships... that area has suffered right along with the rest of the areas... hmmm...