I am so pissed at you...
Am I still in love with you? Yes. Do I hate you a lot more often than I usually do these days? Yes. What the FUCK am I supposed to do? Why can't we ever get past this evil with each other? We both know why we fight. Why can't we put the stresses of our lives aside when we are together? Who gives a shit? On the other hand, why do I feel like the other things in my life are more important than you right now? I hate feeling like I could take you or leave you. Why do all relationships have to end up like this? No more spark and no more fun. Maybe I will just move away and we won't even have to worry about it anymore. I'm too young to depend on you in any way. I can't let this crap get in the way of my success. Quit trying to make me your little fucking pushover girlfriend because IT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.