Allo Allo
Bonjour,
It has been too long. Facebook is blocked at work but livejournal is not sooo you might be hearing from me around these parts a bit more often. I know i say this everytime because i rarely update but i am not sure if anyone is reading this. I maybe have one friend who still regularly checks. If anything it will just be a place to get some words down, waste some time. If you sit and read this, thanks.
I don't even know where to start. There are so many things going on in my mind right now. Simple random things like "Ronald" at work. Everytime he is about to go into a meeting, it's so obvious how he psychs himself up for it. It also seems like his mind is so boggled with things, half the time he doesn't seem to remember where he is going or what he is thinking about. Just something that made me laugh, not at him, just at the scattered manner he has. Definitely not in a negative way, more entertaining then anything. (I use the name Ronald as a fake name). On the other side of my brain are things such as wanting to get out of this place. Everyday I find another reason to go, and not much to really stop me but silly excuses. Soon, hopefully soon. I really hope I don't change my mind again. I don't know how many times I have wanted to go and let something stop me.
So since I have last posted I am sure I have gone through at least 2 jobs. The new job is something different. Out of retail. However I am not sure how much I like it. It either has absolutely awesome days or absolutely terrible days. Usually at other jobs, its float through days. OH well whatever. Maybe only a few more months. We shall see. Then comes the possibilty of a promotion at work however. So i will see how it goes. But leaving here is mostly for the win. Blah! And just because i love quotes here are a few of my favorites right now.
I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
I just want to hug you, but you are 480 some miles away,
what I wouldn't do for a hug.
So I start a fight because I need to
feel something. And you do what you
want because I'm not what you wanted.
It's possible to forget how alive we really are.
We can become dry and tired, just existing, instead of really living.
We need to remind ourselves of the juice of life, and make that a habit.
Find those places inside that jump for joy, and do things that bring out your best, most magic self.
We think we need so many useless things
When all we really need is time to breathe