Baaackk.
So my livejournal is somewhat fixed. Yay. First update in a little bit.
Summer is here people. I am going to Europe in 13 days, it's so close it's kind of scary. But I'm ready. This trip is something I have been looking forward to for so long and I really need it. Then after that I go to New Brunswick for 2 weeks. 2 weeks with my dad. I am excited, i miss him, but I also might learn quite a bit more. I haven't lived with my dad for that long since grade 5. We definitely have our differences and haven't really lived with him long enough for it to be a big issue. I am still looking forward to it though. Also, this summer i get to see Russel Peters, woo my favorite comedian. Working as much as possible as well should be fun, but i don't think i will be getting full time hours. That sucks a lot because i need full time hours. At least 4 full shifts a week. 5 if i want. My job is only giving me four 6 hour shifts which doesn't work and the way it's sounding, I am lucky I am getting that many hours. When i get back from my hols, i may just be looking for a new job. I am grateful this job is giving me four weeks of holidays. It's a lot to ask. It's also going to be hard to quit though. I work with 4 friends now, and my manager is a friend as well. Not a great friend, so it will be hard to quit. Ah, so summer plans. I hope to do a lot of things and not spend a lot of time on the computer. I want to do things with this summer, learn shit. Let's just hope i can stay focused. Hey it's the first day of summer for me today basically, and look where i am. The situation is a little different though i guess. I didn't feel so much like going out today. But after today i think i will be fine. Blah.
First year of school is over and what a year it has been. Turned 18 and i love it. Learned how much i love to dance in clubs even if i look like a fool hah. Learned a lot about one specific individual, and maybe a bit about relationships from him. Went through a lot of different phases with that one. Finally i think we arrived at calm waters but I am no longer as good friends with him as we were once. This year, i did well, i failed, i learned somewhat what i like and what i don't like. There is some hope for where i want to go in life, it will be hard but that's reality. It could also be another dead end but I am feeling more optimistic. I wasted a lot of time, and regret not applying for SAIT earlier, and for not applying to University of Calgary at all. This next year might be a little bit of a waste as well because of it. Which i am not happy about it but who knows if the two weeks with my dad goes well, i could be living there for a while. All talk though, no actions yet. Otherwise mount royal will be my school for another semester. Made many mistakes this year, disappointed people, and I'm still climbing back up but you can't please everyone. I also made a lot of amazing friends. I love all of my friends now. This little reflection almost sounds like a book. Oh well i guess i'm just in that kind of mood. Today my mood honestly kind of sucks.
Tequila is never a good idea and that is all i have to say.
Lyric of the day:
I don't mind
You're someone who ain't mine
But someone that I'll get
And you don't know how
Hard I've tried
To convince myself that I
Can easily forget
Summer is here people. I am going to Europe in 13 days, it's so close it's kind of scary. But I'm ready. This trip is something I have been looking forward to for so long and I really need it. Then after that I go to New Brunswick for 2 weeks. 2 weeks with my dad. I am excited, i miss him, but I also might learn quite a bit more. I haven't lived with my dad for that long since grade 5. We definitely have our differences and haven't really lived with him long enough for it to be a big issue. I am still looking forward to it though. Also, this summer i get to see Russel Peters, woo my favorite comedian. Working as much as possible as well should be fun, but i don't think i will be getting full time hours. That sucks a lot because i need full time hours. At least 4 full shifts a week. 5 if i want. My job is only giving me four 6 hour shifts which doesn't work and the way it's sounding, I am lucky I am getting that many hours. When i get back from my hols, i may just be looking for a new job. I am grateful this job is giving me four weeks of holidays. It's a lot to ask. It's also going to be hard to quit though. I work with 4 friends now, and my manager is a friend as well. Not a great friend, so it will be hard to quit. Ah, so summer plans. I hope to do a lot of things and not spend a lot of time on the computer. I want to do things with this summer, learn shit. Let's just hope i can stay focused. Hey it's the first day of summer for me today basically, and look where i am. The situation is a little different though i guess. I didn't feel so much like going out today. But after today i think i will be fine. Blah.
First year of school is over and what a year it has been. Turned 18 and i love it. Learned how much i love to dance in clubs even if i look like a fool hah. Learned a lot about one specific individual, and maybe a bit about relationships from him. Went through a lot of different phases with that one. Finally i think we arrived at calm waters but I am no longer as good friends with him as we were once. This year, i did well, i failed, i learned somewhat what i like and what i don't like. There is some hope for where i want to go in life, it will be hard but that's reality. It could also be another dead end but I am feeling more optimistic. I wasted a lot of time, and regret not applying for SAIT earlier, and for not applying to University of Calgary at all. This next year might be a little bit of a waste as well because of it. Which i am not happy about it but who knows if the two weeks with my dad goes well, i could be living there for a while. All talk though, no actions yet. Otherwise mount royal will be my school for another semester. Made many mistakes this year, disappointed people, and I'm still climbing back up but you can't please everyone. I also made a lot of amazing friends. I love all of my friends now. This little reflection almost sounds like a book. Oh well i guess i'm just in that kind of mood. Today my mood honestly kind of sucks.
Tequila is never a good idea and that is all i have to say.
Lyric of the day:
I don't mind
You're someone who ain't mine
But someone that I'll get
And you don't know how
Hard I've tried
To convince myself that I
Can easily forget