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So i can update tonight because i dont have to be up early, and im not too tired to update yay. So lifes alright. I spent today with my dad and itw as good. I realize how much i love my family, and how glad i am that i am close to my family. But this also leads to the thought that i will have to leave part of it in a year. It kills me that my family will actually be splitting into 2 seperate cities. That is the hardest part of the decision. Not what im gonna be doing in a year or deciding between schools, or cities, but between family.
Lately i worry about my dad too. He works way too much. Yea he works a regular schedule but on top of that he does labour jobs for friends for free. Putting up drywall, re-modelign rooms in houses, building decks, fences. The biggest thing is he does it for nothing. I know he likes it, but its hard on him. He gets little sleep. And im starting to see it. I love him so much. Hes my dad and I have gotten closer to him more than anything. I know its his life but i still worry. He says its his last year but i really dont know. I hope so. Because for what he does, these people are in such high demand, he could make even a little money from it. But meh i guess. I'm just gonna try to help him out a bit.
Other than that, today was good. I got a sketchbook so i can maybe start drawing some ideas for interior design or practice for the portfolio. I am realizing how much we employees, are so in control of the workforce right now. We can basically have any job we want and make a good wage doing it. Although i like my job, i dont get paid much. I am scared to change because i might regret it. But it would be nice not to be making the minimum wage. Well not the minimum wage, but about the lowest anyone is paying right now. Oh well.
I like school. I really do. Its soooo much better than high school. and its fun. It could also be because my semester is so slack but i couldnt complain. Although next semester could be a bit different. Just thinking about what i want to take. I want to learn french so much so i am taking that, a basic computer course just for todays society, psychology and philosophy. Ive been warned about philosophy but no matter what i want to take it a lot!
just one last note guys=stupid...
anyways gotta go be productive
Lately i worry about my dad too. He works way too much. Yea he works a regular schedule but on top of that he does labour jobs for friends for free. Putting up drywall, re-modelign rooms in houses, building decks, fences. The biggest thing is he does it for nothing. I know he likes it, but its hard on him. He gets little sleep. And im starting to see it. I love him so much. Hes my dad and I have gotten closer to him more than anything. I know its his life but i still worry. He says its his last year but i really dont know. I hope so. Because for what he does, these people are in such high demand, he could make even a little money from it. But meh i guess. I'm just gonna try to help him out a bit.
Other than that, today was good. I got a sketchbook so i can maybe start drawing some ideas for interior design or practice for the portfolio. I am realizing how much we employees, are so in control of the workforce right now. We can basically have any job we want and make a good wage doing it. Although i like my job, i dont get paid much. I am scared to change because i might regret it. But it would be nice not to be making the minimum wage. Well not the minimum wage, but about the lowest anyone is paying right now. Oh well.
I like school. I really do. Its soooo much better than high school. and its fun. It could also be because my semester is so slack but i couldnt complain. Although next semester could be a bit different. Just thinking about what i want to take. I want to learn french so much so i am taking that, a basic computer course just for todays society, psychology and philosophy. Ive been warned about philosophy but no matter what i want to take it a lot!
just one last note guys=stupid...
anyways gotta go be productive