what would susan do?

[goldensoundzz]

oh god oh god my stomach, i vomited up blood last night! i estimate that i have drank around 6-10 litres of bottom shelf scotch whisky (or is that whiskey?) and gin this week thus probably giving me a stomach ulcer, that's my self-diagnosis from some interweb 'health' site. it all started in lydd/rye/camber sands! that was delightful, i saw around five or six bands but i think maybe the five or six worthwhile ones. oh it was crazy, drunken margarine fights, far too many 'in' jokes (that bit more funny) & david wrestled with chloe sevigny and groped the mars volta innapropiately. it was nice to get away from london, see the countryside and sea again! they had a windmill at the train station. oh, also again far too much alcohol has been drunk this week since there are so many boys in my house who are nice! some are american! & last nite was my fake birthday which turned out to be too cute to handle after initial stress of things not even being open at all! no dodgems or waltzer or relived memories, only new amazing ones. when i asked friends what they liked best about me, someone said my eyebrows and someone said everything but meredith said my adhd, god doesn't she know it's so serious? i hate my eyebrows! anyway i'm so sad i am sick, though, i'm pretty sure my birthday continued long into the night after i went to bed to shiver and have endless P.I's (see Mary-kate and ashley, a holiday in the sun lol). tonight is kashpoint & god help my stomach if i drink anymore, which i will, maybe drugs would be better for me?

i have almost finished editting my radio play, hopefully i will have it up here soon so yous lot can hear it/ i think maybe it's okay? i still need to find/record the following sound effects (SFX):

-ENGINE NOISE! brmm brmmm
-rustling
-Munch Munch (monster munch?)
-LOUD birds squawking, even
-Mixing!
-tv noise like a buzz? a crackle? static?
-SCREECHING CATS!
- Do be Do be Do be aka silly singing
- SQUEAK

and then i will be done and i can hang out so much more