A New Cycle
in regards to my work, i have gotten two comments which i have been thinking about.
the first was during Cats, when i was still very upset about losing Oz. Mr. Brody said to me "You love in the same way you make costumes. You give your whole heart and soul to it."
and yesterday, Rita told me that some of the best advice she got about costuming was "Don't get too attached to what you create. Don't love it too much. If you do, you'll burn out in your mid-twenties."
in regards to my emotions, i have lately been feeling as though i don't have a soul. i am very happy, generally.
but this summer did me in. i do not feel as much as i used to, and i do not kill myself over shows anymore.
this is good. at least the second part is good.
Romeo and Juliet was a costume nightmare of lazyness and hate.
Camelot was expensive, but I rented everything, so fuck it.
Cabaret was a beautiful showcase of stuff people already had or could easily buy.
i go back to school on Thursday looking forward to a lovely year.
and as to my love life, there is precident for me being a ho and going after the Emcee. i am no worse than any of you. i am merely having more fun with it.
time to clean out my car and reload it.
here's to the beginning of a new cycle: a more powerful version of what i was in highschool.
amazing what happens when i die.
Prost!
the first was during Cats, when i was still very upset about losing Oz. Mr. Brody said to me "You love in the same way you make costumes. You give your whole heart and soul to it."
and yesterday, Rita told me that some of the best advice she got about costuming was "Don't get too attached to what you create. Don't love it too much. If you do, you'll burn out in your mid-twenties."
in regards to my emotions, i have lately been feeling as though i don't have a soul. i am very happy, generally.
but this summer did me in. i do not feel as much as i used to, and i do not kill myself over shows anymore.
this is good. at least the second part is good.
Romeo and Juliet was a costume nightmare of lazyness and hate.
Camelot was expensive, but I rented everything, so fuck it.
Cabaret was a beautiful showcase of stuff people already had or could easily buy.
i go back to school on Thursday looking forward to a lovely year.
and as to my love life, there is precident for me being a ho and going after the Emcee. i am no worse than any of you. i am merely having more fun with it.
time to clean out my car and reload it.
here's to the beginning of a new cycle: a more powerful version of what i was in highschool.
amazing what happens when i die.
Prost!