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i don't understand how some people can be so completely self absorbed.
i don't understand how some people relish in the fact that they are making others unhappy.
i had a WONDERFUL day today.
it was my first valentines day EVER to have some one there who cares about me.
and then i get home.
i was told that i was a failure.
and that i've messed up my life.
and she thinks that i'm the worst thing to ever happen to her.
and the person that makes me happiest than anyone in the entire world is the one person she wish i had never met.
its amazing to me how she tells me how much she loves me but does alot to make me miserable.
it actually hurts.
she keeps trying to ruin everything.
but i'm not going to let her.
i don't understand how some people relish in the fact that they are making others unhappy.
i had a WONDERFUL day today.
it was my first valentines day EVER to have some one there who cares about me.
and then i get home.
i was told that i was a failure.
and that i've messed up my life.
and she thinks that i'm the worst thing to ever happen to her.
and the person that makes me happiest than anyone in the entire world is the one person she wish i had never met.
its amazing to me how she tells me how much she loves me but does alot to make me miserable.
it actually hurts.
she keeps trying to ruin everything.
but i'm not going to let her.