Jul 18, 2005 00:21
i believe things are starting to get better now, i think. i finally got my school stuff done and my first 3 classes picked and my start date would be the 22nd of august. im excited, something new and different and plus it will be a new chapter in my life. I realized something..everything that has happened in the past month has been a sign, a sign from God. i made a promise to him and i didnt keep it. So now he had to remind me of it and im sure my life will get better. I have done a few things since then, one of which im surely positive it will better my life, i changed my phone number, so all the people i dont want in my life are gone, as simple as that. no one knows where i live so thats the best way out. i only have to give my number to the people that i wish to associate with. good right? and that i will have a different car no one will know my car. im proud of myself. nice new beginning.....i forgot thats why i moved back here, i also forgot thats what God told me to do. i got side tracked, its hard sometimes but i know i can finally do it with no problem now. but yet i still have one major issue, and im not sure how i will solve this one. im going to send an email.