I'm clinging to the promise You're not through with me yet

[goldenhair_girl]

I just typed fucking magic

and then because my computer hates me too

deleted it

IN SHORT

I'm so full of hurt and pain and anger
All I do is lash out

I need space
I need to be strong
and forget him

But he lives so close
All I want to do is have some human contact
delicious sinful contact

I kept lashing out
I know hes hurting
but not enough

So he told me to get out
finally
and I did

But now all I think about is after winter break
Who will I be?
What will have changed?

Ladies and Gentleman
Please observe
this rare speciemen
A heartless girl
who just barley survived

fuck first boyfriend
fuck first heartbreak
fuck my life
fuck I HAVE FINALS THIS IS BULLSHIT I NEED TO STUDY

Oh LJ I MISSED YOU!