Warning: Boy thoughts.
I find myself in a rut.
A dangerous, scary, rut.
On one hand...the possibility for another relationship.
On the other hand...no labels and just trust.
I want the first. I want more trust and stupid label.
But I know the second is probably safer...and more me.
Its strange to feel so close to someone...yet still see the exact tensions lines.
PLUS:
We talk everyday
He txt me goodmorning
He's crazy hot for me
MINUS:
Wont post anything public about us talking
Wants more visuals
Mixed signals
I hate waiting. Sometimes I find myself thinking about asking him really wtf is going on
other times I can just enjoy talking to him
I wish I could just see the future. And see how each choice will play out. Instead of just making a bunch of pros/cons lists...
A dangerous, scary, rut.
On one hand...the possibility for another relationship.
On the other hand...no labels and just trust.
I want the first. I want more trust and stupid label.
But I know the second is probably safer...and more me.
Its strange to feel so close to someone...yet still see the exact tensions lines.
PLUS:
We talk everyday
He txt me goodmorning
He's crazy hot for me
MINUS:
Wont post anything public about us talking
Wants more visuals
Mixed signals
I hate waiting. Sometimes I find myself thinking about asking him really wtf is going on
other times I can just enjoy talking to him
I wish I could just see the future. And see how each choice will play out. Instead of just making a bunch of pros/cons lists...