not quite reality

[goldenhair_girl]

I feel so incredably strange

Just a few hours ago, I was writing a research paper, picking out a great outfit, and enjoying the sunshine

Now...

I am broke.

I haven't eaten.

And I can't seem to place my mind on one thing

Did I mention the vomit cramps?

Well now I did.

I may have something to do with the fact I haven't slept in 2 days
and have been popping adderall like a pro
(Watch out House you got nothing on me)

I was told by one of my teachers I should consider dropping the class
not because I am a poor student, on the contrary, I do all the work
I just dont go
I am almost glad she finally said something to me
now I know I have to go to class
No excuses.

The drugs are officially wearing off
because the world is spinning so very fast
and if I look down at the key board
all hope will be lost

FUN FACT:
Adderall makes my fingers freeze, almost like mini "perfectus totalus" spells are being cast, over and over again
and my jaw clenches so hard
and I become obsessed with having something in my mouth
and sticking my mouth out to the side angle

And talking out loud.

I love college.