Oct 02, 2009 14:32
Well. I don't know where to start..
Things are going okay for the most part..
I'm still working as much as i can, it sux.
Hubby still sits on his ass playing WOW, yeah.
I gave up reasoning on the that damn game, WOW,
and trying to get him to spend time with the kids,
especially his.. I even ask him if he would like
to go with me to places, but all he can say is,
"I don't know.."and turn right back around
to play his game.. so I end up leaving..
But what else to do, it gets tiring.
Vicky still sees her father on a
regular basis, about ever two weeks.
He adores her and tries to be in her life
as much as possible. I know my in-laws
doesn't like me taking Vicky to go see him
but that's tough shit. I know they sometimes
think wrong of me, cause they believe i love him.
Eff that shit.. i don't love.. after all the crap..
But I'll let them talk their shit, and I'll
Just keep ignoring them. My mother in law
even told my own mom what she thinks of
me. My mom was shocked and stopped her
right then and there. So, F-them :)
Point blank, I hate being married to Eli.
But again, i only did this because his
parents wouldn't shut the fuck up, so i shut them
up, bit my tongue, and got married. ugh.
O well, Maybe some miracle will happen
that will make me happier in life.
We'll see.