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So, my hubby, kids and I ended up going to the Wedding last night. I admit, it was nice. I'll I say is, good luck to him. The bride is my hubby's cousin. The reception was fun. Vicky was out on the dance floor "dancing" with the other kids. If I would of known she was a party girl, i would of brought my DVD Video Recorder. It was cute tho. But while i was at the reception, I noticed i had a voicemail. It was my big brother asking me to call my father.
So i called my brother about 2 hours later, cause i wanted to have a good time first, and he said to call dad. I asked him why would i want to call him. He told me that he wanted to talk to me and supposely the experienced he had with his lungs/surgery "changed his life..." I told my brother that i would call bullshit right now on that one, cause he said the same thing about 2 years ago when he went to jail for something. but i told him that I would talk to him and see what he wanted. So i called my father, he didn't answer, so i left him a voicemail. about 10 minutes later he called me. And as he talked to me, I started crying cause most of the time, i didn't understand a lick of what he was saying. He told me that he was sorry for all the things he had done, and all the text messages he had sent me, and would understand if I didn't forgive him. I told him that I accepted his apology, but would be sometime to fully forgive him. He said that he admit that i was right about not being a father to me and my brother. But i was so sad, cause he sounded so weak. I hope he does get better. I had a letter that I was gonna mail him a while back, I didn't, but i took that letter out and shredded. It made me feel good.
Well. I guess that's it for now. Kids woke up not too long ago, i decided to let them sleep in. :)
So i called my brother about 2 hours later, cause i wanted to have a good time first, and he said to call dad. I asked him why would i want to call him. He told me that he wanted to talk to me and supposely the experienced he had with his lungs/surgery "changed his life..." I told my brother that i would call bullshit right now on that one, cause he said the same thing about 2 years ago when he went to jail for something. but i told him that I would talk to him and see what he wanted. So i called my father, he didn't answer, so i left him a voicemail. about 10 minutes later he called me. And as he talked to me, I started crying cause most of the time, i didn't understand a lick of what he was saying. He told me that he was sorry for all the things he had done, and all the text messages he had sent me, and would understand if I didn't forgive him. I told him that I accepted his apology, but would be sometime to fully forgive him. He said that he admit that i was right about not being a father to me and my brother. But i was so sad, cause he sounded so weak. I hope he does get better. I had a letter that I was gonna mail him a while back, I didn't, but i took that letter out and shredded. It made me feel good.
Well. I guess that's it for now. Kids woke up not too long ago, i decided to let them sleep in. :)