Apr 23, 2005 10:12
Well, some good things or not so good things coming out of this...learning the hard way to turn the other cheek, allowing nothing to shock me from now on, building up some tough skin, realizing that you can't please everyone all of the time no matter how hard you try, and of course one of the toughest for me...not caring what some people think of me. I worry too much. I let things bother me way too much. I fall to pieces when I think someone doesn't like me or is talking about me in a negative way. Guilt looms over my head at every turn. That's starting to change now though...at least in some situations. I feel the change in me. It has to be this way fortunately or unfortunately. Too bad it's so painful.
Anyway, it's the start of Passover tonight and no matter what, I am enjoying it. I'm looking forward to all of it and hopefully seeing some people that I haven't seen in awhile. I hope that everyone enjoys the holiday and that we all have a good time together. That's the most important thing. Being together...but also being there for each other. Understanding.
Anyway, Chag Sameach. Don't know if I spelled that right or not, but I tried...lol.
I don't think I'll be posting much for awhile. Don't think it's the best thing to be doing right now.