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Isn't Valentines day an odd one. In elementary school it was kinda cool because everyone gave everyone valentines. No one was left out. In middle school it changed, but you still got lots of chocolate, and it wasn't about boys yet. Now it's just a crappy holiday and we don't even get school off for it. It's kinda depressing watching all these cute cuples give each other stuff. It's worse now because my circle of friends is now getting to that point where boyfriends are involved. It sucks. I just really want a guy to call me and say "hey, you wanna go out tonight?" and I'd say "yes!" and I'd be a happy camper. But instead, I'm at home, yelling at my five year old sister to empty the dishwasher. I'm at that point where V-day just really is an aweful day. It would be nice to have a guy. I know I'm perfectly fine with out one, and I know I would just be distracted by a guy, but it would make me feel better. The problem is that it is rather hard to find the kind of people that I would like to date. I don't think I would ever be able to date any of the guys in my circle (not to mention, most of them are taken) and I haven't found any other guys that I like. So I guess I'm just kinda stuck where I am. Maybe someone will find me soon. Becuase currently I'm lost, and sitting alone, just waiting to be found and rescued.