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You know I kind of miss posting on here. I'm thinking about going back through all my old posts. It's been more than a year since I posted.
You know what I can't think of anything to say. There is just to much going on, it's all to complex to really feel anything about it right now. Alex is in the other room, screaming and drunk, my family is falling apart. Every time I go home my parents are getting worse with each other. I still can't relate to my older sister.
All I want is for Alex to move out, Kate to move in and this weight, this tightness in my chest to ease. I don't dislike Alex, I actually feel bad about the whole situation, but I'm sick of walking on eggshells.
You know what I can't think of anything to say. There is just to much going on, it's all to complex to really feel anything about it right now. Alex is in the other room, screaming and drunk, my family is falling apart. Every time I go home my parents are getting worse with each other. I still can't relate to my older sister.
All I want is for Alex to move out, Kate to move in and this weight, this tightness in my chest to ease. I don't dislike Alex, I actually feel bad about the whole situation, but I'm sick of walking on eggshells.