Nov 03, 2006 20:10
..it means it isn't the most reliable vehicle, and probably won't get you from Crete to Lincoln, NE more than once!
It is a sad day in the life of Sam Hartley. A sad week even. I've lost a relationship, a car- and one (possibly TWO) fantastic opportunities for some money making- because of it.
It has not been the best of weeks.
I just thought I had so many things clear in my mind, and then life throws you that curve-ball you don't expect and you have to start from square one. Yes, I'm using sports analogies- something is seriously wrong. ;)
I know I shouldn't feel 'lonely' without Sarah because I went along time without being in a relationship with her- but it finally made sense to me how much she really means to me. And to hear the same in return was just what I was hoping for. I know I have to respect wanting to finish High School, and setting your course (silly navigators) for college and what not. It seems so easy to me, because I've done that all. I am waiting. Its all that I can do. Its the only thing I've been that sure of in a long time. I waited awhile before I told her how I felt- so waiting until she's ready shouldn't be too big of a concern. But I feel so vulnerable now.
I hate when people leave posts like this, but the fact that I've said it 'out loud'- (or at least to other people) is very 'helpful'.
Stop laughing....... bitch. :)