Apr 21, 2003 10:51
My stomach aches to be filled.... water, food, laughter, cancer, these will all suffice..
So I went to easter dinner at my ex's house, this whole thing seems like its gone too far...What a weird feeling it is to sit in your old "family's" house and think you'll probably never be there again...strage when you feel comfortable in someones house like that too, no choice now but to feel uncomfortable...And the fam damnily look at me differently too...Posing questions in their heads I'm sure.."why is he here?" It might be some broken-hearted pshcyosis, looking through cracked glasses and seeing a fragmented world...but how do I get them off? Still, I know, I can see it in your eyes...blah blah blah...
Tonight will be fun...Ben the chef is cooking a nice classy easter dinner for a tight circle of friends...should be good.. Bass and a cool advocado soup with veggies and such...The bread's just there to soak up the alcohol... I can stop with the bread and move on up where the air smells sweet....