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I just dreampt that I woke up from a nap to find that Tina had gotten my password and changed my everything online! My personal statement for my UK college application had been sabotaged, and my Yahoo buddy list had only Dustin and her on it. How scary! (and funny...don't get any ideas Tina!) THEN I dreampt that I was at rehearsal or workday for the play, and first my crooked left canine tooth fell out. I told Mr Menn, and he looked in my mouth and did some weird scrape-y thing and told me that I need to brush more thourougly. Then like 6 more of my teeth crumbled and chipped and fell out. I've dreampt of my teeth falling out before. What's wrong with me!?
Today I went to workday. It was quite fun- the set is really taking shape now, I'm tres excited! We choreographed "Strongest Suit" yesterday with Ms Ashy, the Alief Jazz Ballet choreographer. I'm finally coming out of my shell when it comes to being in character- I've had the singing part down all this time, but as far as acting, I've been a bit shy. With Ms Ashy's help, I feel a lot more confident about shimmying and strutting and shaking and whatnot. We all know that there's a diva somewhere down there within the curly-fro arts and crafts Shanaz that makes the most common appearances. Anyway, I'm expecting a bloody big audience to show up and see me do my thang-thang, so anyone who's in the Houston area, be ready to come to Alief Taylor High School's production of Aida on the 26th, 27th, 28th and 30th of January! (lol...had to put a lil' shameless plug in here somewhere!)
I don't know if I wanna re-complicate my life over again. I mean, it's only been a couple of months that I've been semi-free of that overwhelming feeling...it's not like it's not still here, it's just not at the top of my pyramid anymore (if that makes any sense!) I dunno, maybe tomorrow I'll have some news to tell (Tina will kill me if I do!), but there's never anything close to certainty when it comes to this(him).
"If I never take this leap of faith, I'll never know. So I'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow."
We'll seeeeeeeeeeeee, I suppose.
Today I went to workday. It was quite fun- the set is really taking shape now, I'm tres excited! We choreographed "Strongest Suit" yesterday with Ms Ashy, the Alief Jazz Ballet choreographer. I'm finally coming out of my shell when it comes to being in character- I've had the singing part down all this time, but as far as acting, I've been a bit shy. With Ms Ashy's help, I feel a lot more confident about shimmying and strutting and shaking and whatnot. We all know that there's a diva somewhere down there within the curly-fro arts and crafts Shanaz that makes the most common appearances. Anyway, I'm expecting a bloody big audience to show up and see me do my thang-thang, so anyone who's in the Houston area, be ready to come to Alief Taylor High School's production of Aida on the 26th, 27th, 28th and 30th of January! (lol...had to put a lil' shameless plug in here somewhere!)
I don't know if I wanna re-complicate my life over again. I mean, it's only been a couple of months that I've been semi-free of that overwhelming feeling...it's not like it's not still here, it's just not at the top of my pyramid anymore (if that makes any sense!) I dunno, maybe tomorrow I'll have some news to tell (Tina will kill me if I do!), but there's never anything close to certainty when it comes to this(him).
"If I never take this leap of faith, I'll never know. So I'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow."
We'll seeeeeeeeeeeee, I suppose.